Do I have anything to give you my love?
I don’t know, as I am still confused.
You always say that I am very indecisive,
And as always, I defend it.
But honey, you forget to mention,
That I am also very defensive,
Of deficiencies and voids in me,
Of my incompleteness.
But today, I am in a mood for a change,
I am in a mood to accept the truth,
To accept, that I am a confused person,
I can’t see things in black and white,
I see gray, a mixture of both.
But darling, even today,
I accept it on paper,
And not in front of you.
So, I will still confront my confused state,
I will still defend myself,
And charge you being too imaginary,
And my love, we will play this game
Throughout our lives.
Even when you won’t be able to speak
And I won’t be able to hear
And that is how, I see you and me together,
In the future
And see, I am not confused
Didn’t I tell you?