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Unwell. Feverish feeling.  Stomach upset.  Headache. Aches in body.  Can’t explain what I don’t have right now.  Don’t know this illness is of body or mind? Still struggling with the self. Don’t know what I want or what I desire? Do I even desire anything now? Suddenly I feel like there is a certain kind of emptiness inside. I mean a hollowness. As if Iam a body without wants and heart without desires! 

Tomorrow I plan to spend the day with my-self. 

Only my-self.  

Will drive through the lanes of the city…..

If I could… 

If I can… 

Forever……….